this is me now

how do i know this is love?
how do i know if he loves?
how do i know if i can trust?
how do i know i wont get hurt?

I guess I'll never know.

Thank you for this twisted knot in the pit of my stomach...
For showing me the highest highs and the lowest lows...
I'll be thinking about everything u said and everything you did and waiting to hear it and see it all over again...
For this increased heart rate everytime i see yr name on my phone
For this dereased heart rate everytime i dont
For this sweet pain
For this bittersweet longing for proximity..

Thank you...

So for now, I'll just wait, and feel the sweet pain you always seem to make me feel.